Bad Within The Good Me (Poem)

From far away a scream is herd as it echos through my ears

The beating sound of my heart begins to go faster than i ever thought it would

For years i tried to remain calm and be nice to those who did me wrong and treated me wrong

I thought that maybe karma would come back and strike them for what they have done but i saw that it never came to be they still roam this world without a care leaving me to pieces

I can be a bad bitch if i wanted to but i can also be an angel because why fill the world with more hate when there’s already enough of it coursing through the veins of many people slowly keeping them alive

Even most non human creatures have more love in their hearts than people do but never changes the fact that in this world evil exists and that it can corrupt you from the inside out

I wonder if i was good or not in life because i done many hurtful harmful and sometimes cruel things to many but i still try to keep good in my heart as much as it pains me

even a gentile greating from a person brings out a bit of ugly from the inside but i grin and bare it and pretend like nothing is wrong

I hide from people who do me wrong cause the feeling of revenge keeps playing in my heart then playing in my head then playing in my arms

If I say i’m very good i show off too much if i say i’m not good i can’t escape either

What is in excuse is too little what is lacking is already broken

It’d be best if you don’t ask me again

Tears fall  until things are clear happiness also won’t  last forever

Being hugged by someone i like is still a feeling of a bitter loneliness mixed with nostalgia

Who is good or who is bad  It’s fine if it hasn’t ended all that remains is me in my own little world.

Inspired By The Song “Good Or Bad” By Jess Lee (李佳薇)

 

Lyrics:

远远传来一阵刺耳
yuan yuan chuan lai yi zhen ci er

最怕听到简单的问候
zui pa ting dao jian dan de wen hou

爱到爱的不是要的
ai dao ai de bu shi yao de

越爱越乱飘在半空很烦
yue ai yue luan piao zai ban kong hen fan

越想越多不懂 人在爱里变来变去
yue xiang yue duo bu dong ren zai ai li bian lai bian qu

快不快乐 我说不想再说
kuai bu kuai le wo shuo bu xiang zai shuo
我也好也不好 有多好谁知道
wo ye hao ye bu hao you duo hao shei zhi dao

很好太炫耀 不好又不逃
hen hao tai xuan yao bu hao you bu tao

当我微笑别笑
dang wo wei xiao bie xiao

就也好也不好 分不好别计较
jiu ye hao ye bu hao fen bu hao bie ji jiao

多余的太少 缺少的爆掉
duo yu de tai shao que shao de bao diao

忘掉我吧最好(别再问我最好)
wang diao wo ba zui hao bie zai wen wo zui hao

眼泪等着干脆 快乐也想永远
yan lei deng zhu gan cui kuai le ye xiang yong yuan

身在拥抱却在比较 谁好不好
shen zai yong bao que zai bi jiao shei hao bu hao

还没结束就好
huan mei jie shu jiu hao

Source: http://top10pinyinlyrics.blogspot.com/2011/10/special-jess-lee-jia-wei-ye-hao-ye-bu.html

Translation:

From the far off distance, a brief ear-piercing sound is heard

The thing I’m most afraid of is a simple greeting

I loved until what I loved was no longer what I wanted

The more I love the more I float about in confusion, feeling confused in mid-air

The more I think the more I don’t understand

People keep on changing in love

Am I happy or not? I say I don’t want to say it again

I’m good and not good, how good is anyone’s guess

If I say I’m very good, I show off too much. If I say I’m not good, I can’t escape either

When I smile, don’t smile back

So am I good or not? I can’t tell, don’t push it

What is in excess is too little, what is lacking is broken

Just forget me, that’s for the best

From the far off distance, a brief ear-piercing sound is heard

The thing I’m most afraid of is a simple greeting

I loved until what I loved was no longer what I wanted

The more I love the more I float about in confusion, feeling confused in mid-air

The more I think the more I don’t understand

People keep on changing in love

Am I happy or not? I say I don’t want to say it again

I’m good and not good, how good is anyone’s guess

If I say I’m very good, I show off too much. If I say I’m not good, I can’t escape either

When I smile, don’t smile back

So am I good or not? I can’t tell, don’t push it

What is in excess is too little, what is lacking is broken

Just forget me, that’s for the best

I’m good and not good, how good is anyone’s guess

If I say I’m very good, I show off too much. If I say I’m not good, I can’t escape either

What is in excess is too little, what is lacking is broken

It’d be best if you don’t ask me again

Tears wait for things to be clear, happiness also wants to last forever

Being hugged but still making comparisons

Who is good or not? It’s fine if it hasn’t ended

Us Against The World (Poem)

They treated you poorly making life for you making you loose trust and stray away from people

I may have had water bottles books and punches thrown at me but i was treated as badly as you were sure i was the freak everyone ran away from which made me feel even more lonely than i already was but with you i felt that loneliness soon leave

Together were the outcasts of society the ones they see as too different as a threat

Two wandering souls walking through a puddle of judgement, despair, and lies

So its just us against the world

This is our story.