“Ever since the Black Sun was destroyed my memory has been disintegrating.
I spent too much time on the other side.
Now it’s eating away at my mind…
erasing what’s left of it.
My memories are all confused.
fading like a dream when you wake up.
I’m loosing my sense of time.
I no longer know what happened before or after.
Everything’s playing inside my head at the same time.
It’s like watching the same film looping over and over again.
A chaos of images, with no order.
So I’ve been writing night and day for weeks.
Trying to put my life down on paper.
If i forget everything
these pages will be my memory.
The CIA is leaving me alone for the moment.
I suppose they’re too busy building another condenser to worry about me.
I know they’ll never abandon their experiments
Now that they know whats on the other side…
I don’t give a damn.
Now i need to reconstruct my life.
My life without Aiden.
For as long as i could remember.
I dreamt of living without him.
without his constant presence by my side.
I got what i wanted.
I’ve never been so unhappy in my life.
I feel like…
a part of me has been amputated.
I’m crying all day…
I know it’s stupid…
I miss him so much.
It took months.
Months of nothing, passing by.
Then I woke up.
I knew it was time.
Time to start again.
To build a new life.” -Jodie Beyond Two Souls (Ending)