“Those whose hearts are bright like the sun know they have heaven and earth within them.” -Unknown
In a world frozen with anger greed and sadness I bow to the sky passed the universe and connect myself to the divine opening myself to the power that’s around me
The sky’s dark clouds and clear sky open up to revel the light of god that shined down upon me each and every day and night of my living memory
That same light is what shone in me during times of high joy and happiness. So while everyone is busy hating yelling or being cruel to one another I bask in the power’s light and let my body be transformed by it
In that time and space time didn’t exist in that space being bound did not exist
But through it all I saw you by my side the only person in this world that held no judgement anger or hate towards me your humanity and kindness was something I was never able to do
Your compassion and understanding is what drove me to be a better person
Like a magic rainbow you let your colors shine. You drove away all the things that held me down but yet you didn’t fix yourself and let yourself heal you took on the responsibilities of the world just to spare and heal me from the evil of the world but now its my turn to give back what you gave to me.
Every day I cried myself to sleep wondering to myself if there were anymore good people in the world and I was right all along
Your kindness was a gift to my heart
Hey lets try to dream the same dream together at night
I hope to wish to wake up to your beautiful face and harmonizing voice
The string of fate was weaved out just for us on our path but yet there was never always a 100% prediction on how it was all going to turn out
In my dreams I saw us but a world unseen to many and its just us in a harmonizing spiral watching life grow and fade day by day it always brings tears to my face even when I’m asleep knowing that there will come a day that I will loose you
I opened the doors to your world only to see that it’s still like earth only that there aren’t many people but quite a lot of animals and clear water so blue that the taste is like harmony that will never make you sick
Loneliness stirred in my chest but peace came to my mind knowing that I had you and still have you in the beginning of a union of two worlds.
In the distance far into an almost different world the sun is seen lightly sinking below the horizon
The attention to the other world is in full force it’s energy full of curiously and mystery. The sad cries of humanity as the world gets more and more dangerous as time passes on
With people loosing more and more heart as time passes I still wonder if love can save the world and peace can still be achieved through this madness
Between the vail of both dreams and reality my mind fades and my body feels lighter through either side
I lost my anger, fear and regret and found my peace becoming one between the two worlds.
“Please do not forget that hated or evil whatever you want to call it. It’s intelligent it’s smart and its invisible
it doesn’t have a color
it doesn’t have a race
it doesn’t have a religion
it has no politics
it’s an invisible snake that while it is planning to make it’s attack it is thinking to itself
I am going to divide my enemy into smaller less strong groups and then I am going to make them hate each other so that it is easier to take them down and as were all yelling at each other trying to figure out which group it is that’s causing the problem evils winning all around us.”
Still he stares deep into my empty eyes. He comes closer to me as internally I start to slowly feel fear wash onto me as if I was slowly freezing under the spring sky but apart from all this madness that’s going on in the world my brain tuned it out.
I see him come closer only to whisper into my ear where to meet him later. I go to where he called me and like gentleman he shows himself to me a way I see most fitting
In a robe nude and in bed I climb in with him taking off all my clothes and silent he began to lick, kiss ,and suck me off my senses going numb and the feelings of passion burning through my body stuck with me.
I then afterwards blew him more than his girlfriend ever did and especially since they weren’t together I felt like I could of spent more than just this hook up with him.
This was more than carnal lust this was a connection that I never felt before something in me started to stir and in quite a while I actually felt a tiny bit happy.
But yet this naughty boy wanted my wild side to come out and eventually he got me very exited when my turn came about.
He was moaning out of joy and we both soon smiled out of joy.
When it was all over and our bodies back in balance we just layed together in silent bliss and in peaceful sleep we embraced
Oh you naughty boy.
Wandering the forest in a lonely night watching the stars dance and shine in the sky
Loneliness and pain keep weakening me to where I loose my balance time and time again
I’m walking on the path of flowers with the once in a while smooth stone glazing my foot and then the occasional sharp rocks and glass that cut my toes
The animals trail quietly around me paying me no mind just going about their day as if nothing is happening
Slowly the feelings of the past pop up and i’m over thrown with emotion only to later walk into the river of healing and come back to myself.