I walk on the street and watch the same tragedy be played again and again only difference is its with different names and different faces of different ages
In a world bound by rules its like a guessing game filled with risks one step out you can either get a slap on the wrist or could get death even in this twisted game filled with people who decide the fate of other people
In this game it leaves its scars on us all and with the constant change not everything stays the same forever cause sometimes balances of powers do sift among the power of others
I walk away from this world only a few times going my way to open my heart to the universe and whatever’s still out there just to hear the stories of other beings different from me hoping they might be doing better than I do
As we’re all busy ending each other this earth has suffered and seen the many abuses of humanity has done and slowly we can and will reach the oblivion that will case life on this little world to go out like a candle in the dark when the wax runs out.
We walk around this planet with so many things in our heart and our in minds hope, love, dreams, fear, regret, love, and hate
We grip onto anger and let our other feelings begin to fade for a little while
There are people who walk this planet still plagued with hate in their heart for a trauma that happened to them almost an entire lifetime ago
I use to think that you live and then leave a mark upon the world because of the many good things many people left behind
But our life is like a beach people come and people go but are we truly dead even when we take the breaths that are our lasts
Even in death I see the voices of those long gone still talk even from the distance they are at.
The sun begins to silently set and my eyes begin to silently close to the world as i’m surrounded by the darkness of the sky enveloping me
The screams of the damned walking around echo’s in my ears breaking my soul to pieces the “living” who still walk suck the life out of everyone else while they themselves always try to keep up the façade of confidence but they have the weakness of being over shadowed by someone with genuine kindness
The light shines on their bodies but their hearts are as dark as their eyes
But even when I fallen to the bottom of this world the only person I can truly rely on is myself but as my heart beats while each drop of rain falls beyond the void I stand up
Above the dawn’s cruel light.
(I am not a native Chinese speaker I was just curious in trying writing some of my titles in traditional Chinese)
There can almost be nothing no one not even you can do to even prevent this or that
There are always going to be people who say mean words or treat you unfairly
And sometimes their minds can not be made up but there’s still more wonderful and open minded people who don’t judge based on where you come from or what you look like those are the ones who words really matter
In my life I met many who have a heart and soul of a cold storm that causes the roar of laughter of others to fan the flame of ignorance
But even the most happy of people can hold the darkest of secrets you may never know of
The one’s who hide in the shadows can be beings of light within
And the smile they show could hold back large moments of sadness.
The rain drops on my face and slowly the clouds begin to finish its job wetting the ground with its giving life
The clouds disperse and the sun just waiting above the clouds gives its illuminating light upon the ground
When nights are lonely and when the spring time is bare I still wish on the many stars hoping for you to come to me
But no matter how far something is I can still reach it with the sound of my voice and sight of my eyes reaching my soul to it
My loneliness holds back no one when I’m the only one struggling but yet we’re all still flooding into this world and as one comes one goes
Light the bright sun i’m here now giving life and warmth but then the next I disappear upon the horizon of the sky and shine somewhere else
But then as the next morning comes I show bringing my brightest face.
I want to see you walk far ahead of me like a child who breathes life into this world do you remember the sights and colors of it all
Don’t promise me anything just try to walk far ahead and leave me behind in my misery while I look back on memories of my childhood and the choices I made in life time and time again
The world is like a giant flower wrapped in darkness only with the only small shade of light within it I can face the loneliness
At the moment of our departure from one another let me be able to stand against this cold wall and climb above this wall I learn how to fly or fall
Don’t promise me anything just walk away as far as you can so that maybe I won’t be able to grieve for your loss in my life
This world is like the flower that sits on the window sill with only a little light shining in on it
it’s dying a death of many lived
Let me understand that life has its many phases so try to enjoy your life if you can goodbye my lover and I hope you still see the brighter days ahead of your life
I can’t feel you anymore but the pain has numbed and the loneliness has taken me into its empty grasp.
The sun’s bright light begins to fade and the world begins to grow colder within this already growing snow
We’re spiraling into a life a solitary away from one another even though were within heart beats of one another
Please don’t let go of my hand can’t we still stay for a while longer in this cold
Your warmth is what kept me alive all these years no matter the tears or anger we had over the years for one another we’re still here together on this earth together
I still have your memories in my heart do you still have mine in your heart or mind?
This this world of pain I had no one until you came into my life like a butterfly on a summer journey of following the summer.
My fingers are slipping away and I don’t know how long it will be before the cold takes me but just remember how well I was by your side.