Bad Within The Good Me (Poem)

From far away a scream is herd as it echos through my ears

The beating sound of my heart begins to go faster than i ever thought it would

For years i tried to remain calm and be nice to those who did me wrong and treated me wrong

I thought that maybe karma would come back and strike them for what they have done but i saw that it never came to be they still roam this world without a care leaving me to pieces

I can be a bad bitch if i wanted to but i can also be an angel because why fill the world with more hate when there’s already enough of it coursing through the veins of many people slowly keeping them alive

Even most non human creatures have more love in their hearts than people do but never changes the fact that in this world evil exists and that it can corrupt you from the inside out

I wonder if i was good or not in life because i done many hurtful harmful and sometimes cruel things to many but i still try to keep good in my heart as much as it pains me

even a gentile greating from a person brings out a bit of ugly from the inside but i grin and bare it and pretend like nothing is wrong

I hide from people who do me wrong cause the feeling of revenge keeps playing in my heart then playing in my head then playing in my arms

If I say i’m very good i show off too much if i say i’m not good i can’t escape either

What is in excuse is too little what is lacking is already broken

It’d be best if you don’t ask me again

Tears fall  until things are clear happiness also won’t  last forever

Being hugged by someone i like is still a feeling of a bitter loneliness mixed with nostalgia

Who is good or who is bad  It’s fine if it hasn’t ended all that remains is me in my own little world.

Inspired By The Song “Good Or Bad” By Jess Lee (李佳薇)

 

Lyrics:

远远传来一阵刺耳
yuan yuan chuan lai yi zhen ci er

最怕听到简单的问候
zui pa ting dao jian dan de wen hou

爱到爱的不是要的
ai dao ai de bu shi yao de

越爱越乱飘在半空很烦
yue ai yue luan piao zai ban kong hen fan

越想越多不懂 人在爱里变来变去
yue xiang yue duo bu dong ren zai ai li bian lai bian qu

快不快乐 我说不想再说
kuai bu kuai le wo shuo bu xiang zai shuo
我也好也不好 有多好谁知道
wo ye hao ye bu hao you duo hao shei zhi dao

很好太炫耀 不好又不逃
hen hao tai xuan yao bu hao you bu tao

当我微笑别笑
dang wo wei xiao bie xiao

就也好也不好 分不好别计较
jiu ye hao ye bu hao fen bu hao bie ji jiao

多余的太少 缺少的爆掉
duo yu de tai shao que shao de bao diao

忘掉我吧最好(别再问我最好)
wang diao wo ba zui hao bie zai wen wo zui hao

眼泪等着干脆 快乐也想永远
yan lei deng zhu gan cui kuai le ye xiang yong yuan

身在拥抱却在比较 谁好不好
shen zai yong bao que zai bi jiao shei hao bu hao

还没结束就好
huan mei jie shu jiu hao

Source: http://top10pinyinlyrics.blogspot.com/2011/10/special-jess-lee-jia-wei-ye-hao-ye-bu.html

Translation:

From the far off distance, a brief ear-piercing sound is heard

The thing I’m most afraid of is a simple greeting

I loved until what I loved was no longer what I wanted

The more I love the more I float about in confusion, feeling confused in mid-air

The more I think the more I don’t understand

People keep on changing in love

Am I happy or not? I say I don’t want to say it again

I’m good and not good, how good is anyone’s guess

If I say I’m very good, I show off too much. If I say I’m not good, I can’t escape either

When I smile, don’t smile back

So am I good or not? I can’t tell, don’t push it

What is in excess is too little, what is lacking is broken

Just forget me, that’s for the best

From the far off distance, a brief ear-piercing sound is heard

The thing I’m most afraid of is a simple greeting

I loved until what I loved was no longer what I wanted

The more I love the more I float about in confusion, feeling confused in mid-air

The more I think the more I don’t understand

People keep on changing in love

Am I happy or not? I say I don’t want to say it again

I’m good and not good, how good is anyone’s guess

If I say I’m very good, I show off too much. If I say I’m not good, I can’t escape either

When I smile, don’t smile back

So am I good or not? I can’t tell, don’t push it

What is in excess is too little, what is lacking is broken

Just forget me, that’s for the best

I’m good and not good, how good is anyone’s guess

If I say I’m very good, I show off too much. If I say I’m not good, I can’t escape either

What is in excess is too little, what is lacking is broken

It’d be best if you don’t ask me again

Tears wait for things to be clear, happiness also wants to last forever

Being hugged but still making comparisons

Who is good or not? It’s fine if it hasn’t ended

Us Against The World (Poem)

They treated you poorly making life for you making you loose trust and stray away from people

I may have had water bottles books and punches thrown at me but i was treated as badly as you were sure i was the freak everyone ran away from which made me feel even more lonely than i already was but with you i felt that loneliness soon leave

Together were the outcasts of society the ones they see as too different as a threat

Two wandering souls walking through a puddle of judgement, despair, and lies

So its just us against the world

This is our story.

 

Brother (Poem)

I remember how winters weren’t so cold when you were around

You lit up a room whenever you would walk into it

It was as if everyone’s cold hearts soon started to warm up

You are my brother a pinch of my blood and my counterpart not just family

As winter soon slowly turns to spring i remember how even in that time you would still smile all while i was miserable in the now growing heat

I remember your vocabulary and how well you were able to spell words not many could

I remember your beautiful singing voice and how many birds would come to listen to you sing

You are my bother a punch of my blood and my counterpart which i will still hold onto.

Inspired By The Song “姊妹” By A-Mei

 

Pinyin

chūn tiān fēng huì xiào chàng lái gē shēng qiào nǐ jiù xiàng zhī kuài lè niǎo
xià tiān rì tóu yán lǜ yě zài rán shāo nǐ ràng shì jiè gèng měi hǎo
jì dé nǐ de xiào jì dé nǐ de hǎo shì shān lín lǐ de gē yáo
wǒ shì yī piān cǎo bèi wēn róu yōng bào wǒ xiǎng nǐ yī dìng zhī dào

nǐ shì wǒ de zǐ mèi nǐ shì wǒ de Baby
Oh Yeah~ bù guǎn xiāng gé duō yuǎn
nǐ shì wǒ de zǐ mèi nǐ shì wǒ de Baby
Oh Yeah~ zhēn ài zhè fèn gǎn jué

qiū tiān hóng yè yáo xiàng yìng liǎn sè jiāo nǐ shì táo qì xiǎo là jiāo
dōng tiān qìng fēng nián shì jiè duō yōu xián nǐ ràng fán nǎo bù jiàn le
jì dé nǐ de jiāo jì dé nǐ de miào wǒ zěn mó kě yǐ wàng diào
dāng wǒ néng gòu fēi fēi yuè le yún xiāo wǒ yī dìng yào nǐ kàn dào

nǐ shì wǒ de zǐ mèi nǐ shì wǒ de Baby
Oh Yeah~ bù guǎn xiāng gé duō yuǎn
nǐ shì wǒ de zǐ mèi nǐ shì wǒ de Baby
Oh Yeah~ zhēn ài zhè fèn gǎn jué

nǐ shì wǒ de zǐ mèi nǐ shì wǒ de Baby

Source: http://www.jpopasia.com/ameichang/videos/13396/zi-mei-%E5%A7%8A%E5%A6%B9/

Translation:

the spring wind can smile
the melody is beautiful
you are just like a happy bird
the summer days are hot
the green fields are warm
you make the world much more wonderful
i remember your smile
i remember your goodness
it is the ballad in the forests
i am a patch of grass
the warm blanket’s promise
i’m sure you know
you are my sister
you are my baby, oh yeah
doesn’t matter how faraway you are
you are my sister
you are my baby, oh yeah
[i] just cherish this feeling
red leaves fall in autumn
a reflection with lovely color
you are a clean pepper
winter is the start of a new year
the world is full of leisure
you help the worries disappear
i remember your loveliness
i remember your cleverness
how could i possibly forget it?
as if i can fly
flying towards the sky
i definitely want you to see it

you are my sister
you are my baby, oh yeah
doesn’t matter how faraway you are
you are my sister
you are my baby, oh yeah
[i] just cherish this feeling

you are my sister
you are my baby

Source: http://www.hotsexybeauty.club/2012/06/mei-zimei-lyrics.html

Neglected Relation (Poem)

I waited long for you to come into my life but all you done was try to avoid me for some reason even though there’s no reason behind it

I don’t want your roses nor do i want your chocolate i just want to feel your embrace hear your voice or listen to your heart beat

The pillow we layed on is soaked with the many tears i cried

Not seeing what’s going on around you is more of stupidity than i ever thought but i held onto you anyways because i still had hope in our neglected relationship

Inspired By The Song “原來你什麼都不要” By A-Mei

 

Pinyin:

wǒ zhī dào zhè yàng bù hǎo yě zhī dào nǐ de ài zhǐ néng nà mó shǎo
wǒ zhǐ yǒu bù tíng de yào yào dào nǐ xiǎng táo

lèi shī de zhěn tóu shài qián jiù hǎo yǎn lèi zài nǐ de xīn lǐ zhǐ shì wú lǐ qǔ nào
yǐ wéi zài nǐ shēn hòu shì wǒ yī bèi zǐ de jiāo ào yuán lái nǐ shén mó dōu bù xiǎng yào

wǒ bù yào nǐ de ā hù nǐ de méi guī zhǐ yào nǐ hǎo hǎo jiǔ jiǔ ài wǒ yī biàn
jiù suàn xū róng yě hǎo tān xīn yě hǎo nǎ gè nǚ rén duì ài bù zì sī bù shē wàng

wǒ bù yào nǐ de chéng nuò bù yào nǐ de yǒng yuǎn zhǐ yào nǐ zhēn zhēn qiè qiè ài wǒ yī biàn
jiù suàn xū róng yě hǎo tān xīn yě hǎo zuì pà nǐ bǎ shěn mò dāng zuò duì wǒ de huí dā

wǒ zhī dào zhè yàng bù hǎo yě zhī dào nǐ de ài zhǐ néng nà mó shǎo
wǒ zhǐ yǒu bù tíng de yào yào dào nǐ xiǎng táo

lèi shī de zhěn tóu shài qián jiù hǎo yǎn lèi zài nǐ de xīn lǐ zhǐ shì wú lǐ qǔ nào
yǐ wéi zài nǐ shēn hòu shì wǒ yī bèi zǐ de jiāo ào yuán lái nǐ shén mó dōu bù xiǎng yào

wǒ bù yào nǐ de ā hù nǐ de méi guī zhǐ yào nǐ hǎo hǎo jiǔ jiǔ ài wǒ yī biàn
jiù suàn xū róng yě hǎo tān xīn yě hǎo nǎ gè nǚ rén duì ài bù zì sī bù shē wàng

wǒ bù yào nǐ de chéng nuò bù yào nǐ de yǒng yuǎn zhǐ yào nǐ zhēn zhēn qiè qiè ài wǒ yī biàn
jiù suàn xū róng yě hǎo tān xīn yě hǎo zuì pà nǐ bǎ shěn mò dāng zuò duì wǒ de huí dā

wǒ bù yào nǐ de ā hù nǐ de méi guī zhǐ yào nǐ hǎo hǎo jiǔ jiǔ ài wǒ yī biàn
jiù suàn xū róng yě hǎo tān xīn yě hǎo nǎ gè nǚ rén duì ài bù zì sī bù shē wàng

wǒ bù yào nǐ de chéng nuò bù yào nǐ de yǒng yuǎn zhǐ yào nǐ zhēn zhēn qiè qiè ài wǒ yī biàn
jiù suàn xū róng yě hǎo tān xīn yě hǎo zuì pà nǐ bǎ shěn mò dāng zuò duì wǒ de huí dā

yuán lái nǐ shén mó dōu bù xiǎng yào

Source: http://www.jpopasia.com/ameichang/videos/13395/yuan-lai-ni-shen-me-dou-bu-yao-%E5%8E%9F%E4%BE%86%E4%BD%A0%E4%BB%80%E9%BA%BC%E9%83%BD%E4%B8%8D%E8%A6%81/

Translation:

I know it’s not good to be like this.
I also know that your love is just this much.
I just keep on wanting, wanting till you want to run away.

The tear soaked pillow will be fine when it’s dried.
The tears inside you simply make trouble out of nothing.
Believing standing behind you, is the pride of my life.
So you actually don’t want anything at all.

I don’t want your care, don’t want your roses.
I just want you to properly love me all the way to the end.
It doesn’t matter if it’s regarded vain or greedy.
What woman won’t be selfish or have expectations when it comes to love?

I don’t want your promise, don’t want your forever.
I just want you to genuinely love me completely for once.
It doesn’t matter if it’s regarded vain or greedy.
I’m most afraid when silence becomes your reply to me.

I know its not good to be like this.
I also know that your love is just this much.
I just keep on wanting, wanting till you want to run away.

The tear soaked pillow will be fine when it’s dried.
The tears inside you simply make trouble out of nothing.
Believing standing behind you, is the pride of my life.
So you actually don’t want anything at all.

I don’t want your care, don’t want your roses.
I just want you to properly love me all the way to the end.
It doesn’t matter if it’s regarded vain or greedy.
What woman won’t be selfish or have expectations when it comes to love?

I don’t want your promise, don’t want your forever.
I just want you to genuinely love me completely for once.
It doesn’t matter if it’s regarded vain or greedy.
I’m most afraid when silence becomes your reply to me.

I don’t want your promise, don’t want your forever.
I just want you to properly love me all the way to the end.
It doesn’t matter if it’s regarded vain or greedy.
What woman won’t be selfish or have expectations when it comes to love?

I don’t want your promise, don’t want your forever.
I just want you to genuinely love me completely for once.
It doesn’t matter if it’s regarded vain or greedy.
I’m most afraid when silence becomes your reply to me.

Source: http://shintasword.blogspot.com/2014/08/so-you-actually-dont-want-anything-at.html

Fading Embrace (Poem)

So our end has finally come and i wish the fun was ever lasting but now it’s time to say goodbye for now but i know that our souls will find another again

I have scars that never fully healed but you fixed what has been broken for quite a while and now that we’ll have to split like a piece of torn paper

My wings were more prettier than the flowers that would bloom in the spring summer and autumn only to be left to slowly fade

I still secretly wish we can still meet but in the stillness while i gave that final embrace to you i smiled while i slowly walked away.

Till It All Comes Crashing Down (Poem)

Close your eyes and just try to relax imagine the butterfly who’s wing got cut by the shard of grass and remember that was the pain you experienced when you fell from grace and slowly tried to get up only to be forced down again

Life is cruel and so are the people who go on living with you on a daily basis

Oblivious to what ever is going to happen in the future they choose to destroy people’s spirit’s and leach off a system were all forced to keep running

Were forced to have these people who do nothing but take and take never to give back were forced to keep them alive

Then people who live in apartments who pretty much we have to pay to have them stay but everyone got mad when a leader who wasn’t having it chose to appose them

Threatened and terrible unbalanced they begin to protest on how oppressed and how their all dying in the hands of people supposed to protect them when in reality they mostly kill each other over the most basic of things without thinking twice And for their actions were forced to suffer from it

The world was never this kind to those who didn’t deserve it and now that we might reach a terrible battle with another world we may never know the consequences till it’s too late

The earth is screaming in pain from the huge population, The pollution, the suffering of men women and children, and worst of all the taking of it’s resources as if humans owned it to begin with.

Domination don’t ask don’t tell still remains strong Gender to skin color it’s all still real and alive but we all do nothing but take a blind eye to it pretending it’s not there when civil war broke out

And this is all just a game till it comes crashing down.

Surviving Soul (Poem)

He walks to school with a face of bitter sadness upon on his face and no one bothers asking or wondering what he’s holding back wearing the same outfit he wore the other week he bears the scars of lashes in his neck and no one still asks why

The teachers want to ask but they never bother to it’s hard to see the pain behind the mask he created so well bearing the burden of a storm he has within he even wishes how much he wanted to die from all the pain he suffered through

Through the wind and rain tears and blood he stands hard as a stone protecting those who still matter to him but his dreams gives him the will to keep living on even when he thinks he can’t

I hear sob as i come by him they all still hear but they keep on walking holding on to whatever life he has left he still keeps going on

The next day a statue stands in an almost lonely place his name was written on a rock jagged like teeth

A broken heart the world never cared for and a soul who survived it all.

Inspired By The Song “Concrete Angel” By Martina Mcbride